March 2011
63 posts
pretty sure my roommate went home for the fifth...
sahrahbobahrah: seriously, why did you even come to college
Mar 1st
February 2011
62 posts
nonelikejesus asked: Hey love! I came across a post you tagged as pentecostal (: i was wondering if you are upci?
Feb 28th
“Since we all came from a woman, got our name from a woman and our game from a...”
– Tupac
Feb 28th
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you can choose to be bitter and angry but as for me, I choose forgiveness, I choose to move on.  It sucks that we’re fighting but it sucks that you don’t wanna talk it out. So as of right now, I’m done. I’ll forgive and forget. The ball is in your court. 
Feb 28th
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My roommate just asked me who were the people who were really crazy that started with a “P” but not Presbyterians.  I asked in a confused voice “Pentecostals?” and she said “YEA!!”  Chick I’m Pentecostal….
Feb 28th
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Feb 28th
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Rush of Fools Lyrics
Everybody crashes down Sometimes Everything comes falling down Sometimes I don’t even know how, Or know why The thing I can’t escape is You The promise that You made is You will pull me through You’re never far away no matter what I do The thing I can’t escape is You At times I try to hide away From Your eyes At times I’m covered up in shame From my lies You sweep me into Your embrace And I cry...
Feb 28th
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A Paper Blown in the Wind
I’ve changed since she left and I know it’s not technically a good thing.  I was opening my heart up to people and I was being honest but when she died something happened.  Life became a whirlwind.  I feel like I’m being tossed around and all I keep hearing is “Persevere! Persevere!” But how can I persevere when I don’t know where I’m at and where I’m going.  I feel like I’m in the middle of a...
Feb 28th
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“You don’t want to let people in. It’s hard for you. And once you let those...”
– Lauren-The Hill Story of my life! I build up walls and it pisses me off when someone has the nerve to break them down just to tear me apart in the end. 
Feb 28th
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“Going back means I’ll have to face my past. I’ve been hiding from it...”
– Simba-The Lion King
Feb 28th
Advice From Somewhere →
mindisabsinthe: ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you et older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, “I love…
Feb 28th
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“Mom, Listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for twenty-two years,...”
– Boy Meets World
Feb 27th
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Feb 26th
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Most of the time I feel bad about things that I say but other times I don’t.  Some people need to hear about themselves.  I pray to God and ask Him for forgiveness and I start the path of reconciliation.  But this time I prayed to God and asked for forgiveness but I’m not trying to reconcile.  Sometimes friends are only in your life for a season.  When all compassion is thrown out of...
Feb 26th
Im changing slowly but surely. I make mistakes but...
Therefore lay aside all filthiness and overflow of wickedness, and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls. But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of...
Feb 26th
Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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I hate nights like these where my mind runs wild and i have to constantly remind myself to take every thought captive. I wish it weren’t so late because i kinda need company and a distraction. I’ve realized that I’ve been getting really angry lately for no real reason and I’ve figured out why…all of my emotions stemming from the death of my niece and my tumor...
Feb 24th
I don't smoke. I don't drink. I don't do drugs. I...
Feb 24th
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Bold What Applies
Bold what applies. I am a boy. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes. .I have many scars I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and...
Feb 24th
the guy i like says "i see you like a sister"
seouldier: SIBLINGS DONT TALK THAT WAY, B***H YOU LEAD ME ON hahaha I know right! 
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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These past two days have been like a wild rollercoaster ride. I am either crying due to the memory of you or I am laughing because of the same exact memory.  I am kind of lost and in a daze.  I can’t come to grips with the fact that you are gone.  I am trying to come back to reality but I am still in shock.  Part of me is still thinking that I will see you when I see my Jaylynn and James Jr....
Feb 20th
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This time of grieving
“Eternity” Looking at a picture of you in my hands Wondering if I’m ever gonna see you again Without you I don’t know how my life will be But I believe It’s not goodbye Cause I will remember you And I will see you again When I rise Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity So close yet so far But in my heart you’re here with me You did not leave You...
Feb 20th
Feb 18th
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I hate when people only talk to me when they find out that something tragic has just happened in my life. Get outta here with that. I’m grieving, I’m so heartbroken and you think you can come at me with that crap? I really don’t have time for it. I have surrounded myself with genuine people and you come out of nowhere trying to show the whole world that you care via Facebook?...
Feb 18th
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I told myself that I wouldn’t ask God why but lately those are the only words that I can utter. I am completely overwhelmed. 
Feb 17th
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Feb 16th
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Feb 16th
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Feb 16th
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Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it. And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown. Therefore I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight: not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body...
Feb 15th
Feb 14th
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Lord, please give me the wisdom and discernment to...
Feb 11th
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Never settle
itrulyonlywntyou: mikeziemer: But also never live in fear. NEVER push something away because you’re scared. If you’re scared that means you have something you don’t wanna lose, so don’t. Pull it closer. Maybe I missed his point entirely. Come back.
Feb 10th
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He does not delight in the strength of the horse; He takes no pleasure in the legs of a man. The Lord takes pleasure in those who fear Him, In those who hope in His mercy. http://bible.us/Ps147.10.NKJV
Feb 10th
Lets put on a smile for them all
I hate this burning sensation in my chest. I wish it would just go away!!!!!! I’m so overwhelmed right now! so heartbroken, so confused, so angry.  This is when the tears come and the cussing begins and I feel as if I’m coming undone. I literally feel like I’m going to explode.  this sounds so stupid but sometimes I feel like if I cuss I’ll feel better. My entire body is shaking.  Why...
Feb 9th
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Feb 9th
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Sleepless in the Burg
Not only is my mind racing, but both my roomies are snoring and my tumor is making weird sounds. Hehehe! Glad i got my Bible to keep me company. :-)
Feb 8th
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I hate the feeling that I get after a long day when I get back to my room, sit on my bed and start tearing up. I guess I just didn’t realize how much wear and tear my body went through and is going through.  I don’t know why I want to cry exactly but it seems to be happening everyday. 
Feb 8th
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I shouldn’t stay up too late because the later it becomes, the more intense my thoughts become and the more angry I become.  I will be trying to go to sleep earlier because I can’t handle this anymore…officially breaking down. 
Feb 7th
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People wonder why I don’t talk or open up to them… Reason #1-I’ve tried before and you cut me off somehow.  You started talking about yourself or something else, or you just stopped responding. You’ve showed me that nothing good is coming from this conversation because you’re self-centered. Reason #2-You tell other people.  You gossip about my life.  I tell you that...
Feb 6th
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Feb 6th
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No, I haven’t lost my mother but this quote has touched me because I’ve stopped fighting the pain again.   ”Your mother was proud of you. And it would break her heart to know that her beautiful, kind, inspiring daughter was suffering like this. I know that because I’m a mother. And so are you. Now, our lives are difficult, and our loss unbearable sometimes. So...
Feb 5th
In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, http://bible.us/1Pet1.6.NKJV
Feb 4th
“Crying is a weakness, I should never let it show. I shall never let them see me...”
– http://boardofwisdom.com/mailquote.asp?msgid=18338
Feb 4th
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His Word never fails to encourage me.
Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint,...
Feb 4th