Thinking about all of the circumstances surrounding me makes me sick to my stomach and makes me want to cry. 

I’m so glad that I have a God who is Bigger and Mightier than them. 

But I still will probably go to bed crying. lol. Not that I don’t have hope in the Lord, I’m human and I’m overwhelmed. Jesus cried, why can’t I?

I hate Christian legalism that tries to say that Christians can never be upset. If that were the case, why did God give us emotions? 

Anyways that turned into a small rant. Off to go to try to sleep.